BOOOM:

Here's a story. I would always talk to someone for a few minutes and not really connect or anything, just a brief chat. I was later surprised to hear that he felt pretty close to me.

When I started ADHD meds, I talked to him, and - wow - realized that he actually wanted to talk to me. It was a weird realization, but we had an extended conversation.

You absolutely need to see a competent doctor who can guide you and help you. College is hard, and so is life. Getting some good backing is an excellent decision.