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Originally Posted by sfu454
I'm not sure what to say. All I know is that i hate being this way. I cry all day everyday. I don't want to do anything. I just want it to stop now! I'm tired and I want to give up. Nothing in this world is worth living like this! I should be dead from crying so much! I have meds, I have a Pdoc, nothing seems to work. I don't know what else to do. If it weren't the thought of my Mother being devastated I would end everything. She's the only reason. I don't want to leave her sad.
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Great expression of feelings. Great acknowledgement of what you'd like to do, But will not do.
You are Bipolar you say!
Not fun - me TOO!
Rollercoasters are not my ride, But guess it was chosen for me.
Everything to me seems to be a big deal.
Do you see Pshyc for meds. Are you on depression, anxiety and mood stabilzer....all needed for Bipolars.
Thank you for sharing.... we all need to share, we all learn from each other.