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I am really sorry you are feeling this way. I have been where you are and it sucks. The fear and worry of hurting my Mom is what prevented me from taking my life. And, it has been 4 yrs since I was in that deep dark hole. At the time, I felt with all my heart and soul that I would never get better. I obsessed with getting out. Now, I am back to the old me, the guy I remembered but could not find. But, what you need to understand is that this truly is only temporary. This too shall pass. I promise. You just have to keep fighting. A change in meds should be a first step. A psychologist you trust and feel comfortable is also extremely important. Please don't give up hope. Things WILL get better but it is not going to happen over night. It will take time and work on your part but it is worth it. That too, I promise. Take care of yourself, please.
Sincerely,
Ken
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