[quote=depressedalaskan;1117007]Hospital? I asked my therapist if I could go into the hospital for the same reasons. I just wanted out, some place safe to think and get better. I didn't get to go. My T will let me know if I say I need the help, he knows how much I struggle and we always discuss before hand. He can read me like a book...I guess that is good.

Sexual thoughts about others is most likely normal. But remember you are married and acting out your desires would not be good. He said they are normal and he's not suprised. I want to act out on them...well I would just to get some comfort...of course that is not healthy either.

Why do you feel that you are a terrible mother? I feel I do everything wrong with my son...my T says I am very good with him and do what he needs...so...idk