Just spiraling down after the car accident... a reality check - here's my reality. Start doing better, lose my car, lose my chance to look for a job (not that I'd have found one anyway with my job record...), get more bills, get more broke, get more in debt, get really sore, get scared to drive, get more tired, get bogged down again, get another reminder that my parents are struggling to pay their bills with my mother's disability that the government won't recognize for SSI and is probably killing her but certainly making her life a depressing hell. Remember what I have to look forward to - a lonely life of constantly battling depression and high risk for obtaining diabetes, heart disease, obesity, breast cancer, ovarian cancer, arthritis, and possibly my mother's ailments.
"You're so young, you have so much to look forward to, to live for!" Uh-huh.