This is so embarrasing.. I have a complitely foolish crush on my agility coach. He is probably at least 20 years older than me, married and not even all that physically attractive. Very sympathetic and an incredible coach, though. Still, I don't understand why I get these warm fuzzy feelings about him! Is it just the authority..?

Anyway, I'm probably unwillingly giving all possible signs of my silly puppy love, please tell me men don't tend to pick up on these things? Is it in anyway possible he doesn't know? I could just be a real good student for paying attention? (other trainees in our group chat with eachother etc, when it's someone else's turn. I'm the only one that sits quietly and stays focused on him teaching others as well )

Also, any tips on how I could stop feeling this way? I think I'm getting borderline obsessive about this (now with internet stalking! ) and it's kinda making me anxious.