I agree with (((((Pomegranate))))) & (((( *freak*)))). Do not be ashamed for being ill. If you had a heart problem you would already be at the hospital.

This may work for you or it may not. Print out your post and share it with your doctor. This works for me, I seem to be able to share more of my feelings here at PC with my friends than I can in the therapist office. At any rate be honest with your doctor if you intend to seek out help. Also remember we are here and we do understand how you feel. I myself have been fighting depression a long time. Hugs for your day.