I am FUMING right now!!! I went to see my "psychiatrist" today for the first time and of course we went over everything I was having problems with... I told him the only thing I want help with right now is the bipolar. I don't want the DID to go away or risk it at all... He ignored me EVERY time I said that. Than after talking a bit he expressed his doubts about DID existing. THAN he decided that my blackouts and everything were due to seizures and not DID at all... So excuse me for thinking that after having an 8 hour long "seizure" I would not be able to just walk away like nothing happened. And excuse me for thinking that when I had another black out and ended up getting a cat scan on me DURING a "seizure" that the seizure wouldn't show up in some form! Because it's normal for people to go their entire lives having seizures and not know, and act like a normal different person during these so called seizures.

Apparently I've had seizures since my car accident when I was 3 and never knew and no one else did until I saw this doctor for the very first time. Apparently I developed seizures from a cuncussion which I never had during that accident!

WHAT A LOAD OF BULL!!! I am so ready to give up on doctors COMPLETELY right now! UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH