OK...this happened a couple days ago, but it's really been bothering me.
Me and my bf were watching Sybil and it triggered some flashbacks of mine, so I started getting depressed.
My 6 year old alter, Angel came out and was dissociating and crying.
Well...apparently my bf was lecturing her or something trying to comfort her and...I don't remember what happened, but an old alter came out...he'd been dormant for 6 years!
I don't know what happened, but when I came to, my bf was scared...well more confused than scared, but still...
He said Angel came out briefly while I was crying in his lap.
He told me she said it was Alex...
I had an incident when I was 10 and was hospitalized for almost a year in the children's ward of my hospital, I was really out of it for that time and a long time after.
After what happened, Alex stopped coming out or speaking...I'm scared...
I have no idea why he'd come out now...
my bf said I didn't hurt him or break anything...but I had tried to run out the door and I had a look on my face that said I wanted to hurt him...I'd never hurt him...and I'm pretty sure none of the alters dislike him...but...this incident's got me terrified...
He said he's fine, but I don't know...

sorry for the rant, just needed somewhere to vent.
thanks for listening.