...and pretty much in the same situation really only a bit further pregnant - still in the same situation with the man I love only not strong enough to walk away - know I should but I love him and I dont think he would cheat on me the way he's cheated on his wife as there have been problems between them for a while -but still waiting for the "right time"to come to leave his wife which I know wont happen - anyway here I am same boring old me who moans and groans and bores you all