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Ken,
I agree with Yoda. It sounds like bipolar. I wouldn't be thinking ADHD. Bipolar plus the alcoholism in the family history, very much like my history.
I'm in Arizona. Here we have free mental health services......I am thinking that there might be the same available in CA? The organization here is called Magellan. I know they are in CA but they might not have the same programs. Anyway, like Yoda said, if you go to an ER, you should be able to get help and meds and you definitely need to be stabilized so you can make some badly needed decisions about your life. And you can't do those without sleep. They'll help you with that, too.
Try real hard to stay away from the booze, weed and other street stuff. There is no good end to it.
Believe me, I've been around us kinda folks for over 20 years and we don't get better unless we get help, as in meds. Please give it a try.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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 Vickie
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