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All I have in my head are visions of what and who I want to be.. I stay up at night and sit in my computer room when everyone is sleeping and sing my heart out!!! Sing songs that make me feel so empowered and I feel good I suck at singing but so meny songs (alternative) that are just how I feel in so meny different ways... Im sure my neighbors here me and laugh cause I suck at singing but its one of the things out so little that make me feel good. Stupid huh???Their not that happiest songs in the world but they describe so meny things in my world.. I escape into a little world of my own same as when I daydream about what I want.. How can we become so depressed that all we see around us is a black hole..I hear a voice trying to pull me to the surface but I just fall deeper and deeper into the darkness eventually I will no longer hear the voice. Waiting fading floating away....
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