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Hi Sammy, good to hear from you. So, you like things that speed you up? I am the exact opposite. I have tried pretty much everything out there and I never cared for things that speed me up. From weed to booze to pills, I have always loved things that slow me down. The only exception is Adderal and Ritalin. They are termed psycho stimulants. I enjoyed the focus it gave me for the small boring crap that I normally never take care of. ADHD is a ***** too.
I am planning on trying to see a doctor tomorrow but I don't look forward to it. I hate every time re-explaining my life story. I mean it's freakin 10,000 page novel for crying out loud. How can I possible explain this in under an hour? Then there is the problem of which meds to use. I have tried many but don't know what works best. The bottom line, I need meds to sleep at a bare minimum. Seroquil and/or Trazadone work fine for me. Plus I enjoy the slowing down to the point that I will take the meds at 10, enjoy the buzz for a few hours and then crash out.
I would have to say, the most annoying thing for me is not getting tired. Everyone always telling me just go to bed and close your eyes, you will fall asleep. One of my best friends said that to me the other day when I was on day 5 of no sleep. I totally snapped on him. I felt bad but it is frustrating for me when someone has absolutely NO idea of what I go through, yet they think they have the answer. Sure Dude! I know it is becaue they care and really want to help. Unfortunately, not many do. When I get into bed, I think I then have no distractions - TV, computer, etc.. and my mind just goes into a hyper mode. Thoughts just flush through me. Therefore, I do NOT like to go to sleep unless I am really tired. Well, that almost never happens. Except, when I am depressed.
Ken
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