Dear Bananas, I hope this reaches you one way or another. Leaving the site or not posting for the sake of your privacy is understandable. Doing so will make it difficult or impossible to interact, but it will NOT break the friendships you've established here. Knowledge of a deeply introspective, troubled, intelligent, absolutely delightful young woman will remain with us.

Be safe, nurture kindness toward yourself, grow. May you find your own happiness.