I do have a Pdoc that I see. I saw her yesterday and told her about everything. I feel so much better when I talk to someone about all this, I don't know, it just makes me feel so much better to ball my eyes out and talk. She added Seroquil for me to take, and is going to tweak my Lamictal and possibly change me from Lithobid to Lithium. Which I didn't know was a difference. She told me that I have to tell my family about what is going on. I have been keeping my problem in my home, so only me and my boyfriend have known about this huge down I have had for months. She now knows, and of course if very worried about me. See has know that I have had depression since 2001, but not about the new issues I'm having. Today I have had a good day. College started back today so my day has been very busy. We'll see what tomorrow brings.