You are most welcome to support here chris! I think most ppl don't want others to feel sorry for them... but sometimes we sure want someone to change things for us and make them better! I'm thinking that it's the strong who ask for help, being able to ascertain that they are beyond their own resources, and knowing others might have an answer they haven't thought of! No one "deserves" to be ill.. physically or psychologically, imo, it's the way it goes. Life happens. Feel better... come back more often, eh?