Lindee,
Why are you so hard on yourself?........for you are on the path.......as with all of us.....
Some times are bad, some times are not so bad........some times are good
All is in flux.........all things evolve.......and we are doing it with you......
You are not alone.......your hugs do not hurt........you are precious.......and you need to tell yourself so.......even if you don't feel it.......
For it is more that what we tell ourselves.......than what others tell us.......
Take really good care of you, babe.......for when you feel like contributing......there is a soft pillow here to lay your head.......a hot cup of tea to warm your hands........and a kind word for the soul.....
By feeling.......you are participating.......in the most amazing and fundamental way
Big Hugs,



Michah