No, I haven't tried online therapy. I don't know why I feel so transparent and in the spot light, especially when I'm posting on the internet. My head knows that I'm anonymous, but my soul feel like it is laid bare...and at this time, my feelings are so big that the voice of logic gets drowned out every time.

I will call and get some help. I just need to find the hope,courage, and phone numbers.

Thanks,
Jan