i normally disossiate all the time so i miss alot anyway..and the more peeps show up the worse it gets...sometime i get the general drift of what was talked about but thats about it.

the worse was last year...due to major overmedicating i lost most of my memory from december 07 thru aug 08. i know i went to every session except for when i was hosptialized...but damned if i could tell you what we talked about...actually or anything during that time period at all. yeah it was special....t says she gave me her best pearls of wisdom during that period. i take her word on that.