Do you ever want to punch someone in the teeth when they ask you how you are doing when it is quite obvious that you are depressed? I had therapy today and my T asked me that after me sitting in the waiting room looking at my toes and not looking around like I usually do. It was very obvious that something was wrong so in her happy voice she asks so Jan how are you doing today? I wanted to punch her in the mouth. I wouldn't ever do that so don't worry it wouldn't ever happen it just felt like look at me my face is on the floor how does it look like I am feeling. I said my usual I guess I'm ok and we started on a good conversation from there. I know it is just her job to ask how I am feeling but when it is quite obvious why does she still ask?
Jan
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