(((worriers))) Thank you. This happened after 1 year of no periods, and I had it checked then and a Vaginal Ultrasound and D&C.
But back then, I had good insurance that covered it. Now, I can't afford it. So I will wait and see...

I had a cortisone injection for frozen shoulder/bursitis and wondered if that could have triggered something, but my research isn't showing any connection. Who knows

Anyway...I did have a good session with T. All about anger and what I do with it. Leaving was a thread throughout the session: leaving my life (SI ideation a bunch), leaving my job, leaving the state where I live, leaving T and T leaving (or, leaving T in retaliation for T going away/leaving). Lots of leaving around my leaving my last session early to avoid having to admit I was angry with T. Oh the layers! Fear of speaking my own thoughts. Instead I said "I want to go home. I just want to be at home."
Admitting being angry with T was too dangerous so I took myself away, locked myself away at home, safe.
Like I used to seclude myself in my room, safe.

That was a good session. I wish I didn't have to wait a week to see her , I love going twice a week. But this is what I have to do for now. Not THAT makes me angry, I can admit to that.