hangingon, you have come SUCH A LONG WAY in the times i've seen you post. i'm still in the same position! you have been able to talk about things that are bothering you. Sure, it makes you nervous--but you did it! That is an accomplishment in itself So, congrats.

Also, i'm glad she apologized and explained. Considering all you're going through right now, you're doing fantastic. I wish I could be as brave as you.