one thing that was a big moment was that T thrust her crystal back into my hand - the one i had just returned to her from her vacation that she always leaves with me - she said "I think you'd better take this back for the week, you're gonna need it!" To send something so precious back with me into a house that I had just described to her... that was HUGE. it was like saying I am not my house, I am NOT dirty or unworthy. *cries*
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Kiya You are SO worthy! And your t knows it and gave you back that beautiful crystal and cares enough to push you beyond what is comfortable. You are so much more than the conditions you are living in. I have so much faith in you that you can leave there. And you CAN live in the world. Believe me, I understand. Are you worried your mom and house would fall apart without you there? And what would happen to her?

How does your t say you can earn money? So you can support yourself- even a little?

I want to give you a big hug while you cry......