Fallen, Interesting, I'm not consiously aware of fear of change as I am desperate for change...but there are times when I feel resistant and that must be a fear of something, but I don't think I can put into words like ABC what it is I am afraid of...oh but then again, when some of my coping mechinism's have stopped working like they once did, I find that rather disorientating...kinda like, what the hell, this worked for me yesterday, why doesn't it do nothign today? and then it gets to feel like a dying of something and thats uncomfortable and wierd..until the "new" whatever fills that particular void kicks in, then that feels nicccccccccce