((((((((((((((Clk6, Antimatter))))))))))))))))
this thing will only let me "thank you" once, but i'd hit the button 10-fold if i could. here's the email i just sent t this morning:

"this was all clear in my head about an hour ago, and now that i am writing, my brain is mush. i noticed last night (at the dinner) that you - who have always been in my awareness at every moment - are longer in my range of knowing. You've done a quantum shift and i missed the boat. I used to always know where you were within a room, and last night it was like i didn't.
It's like i am having to do a trust walk now - blind and deaf. i can't hear half of what you have said in the past 2 nights, and you are out of my range of vision unless you are right in front of me. Is this fear that blinders me like this?
i don't want to go backwards or stop - that's not what i'm saying. but i am startled by this new development.
you know how scientifically, something in one quantum field can have no comprehension of something in another quantum field - even if they are right next to each other? that is what this seems like. you moved ahead into this new space, new means, new way of being without warning- this "strong boldness" you said, or something like that- and i am now groping in the dark, trying to recall any sense of meaning of what you said - not able to hear or vaguely remember.
I trust you - I can't say that I understand it all, but I trust you. Just don't let go, k? or i'll be floating off in space somewhere.
kiya-ish"