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Aug 28, 2009, 02:15 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2007
Location: Out of my mind...back in 5 min.
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I got a response back from T from the email i sent her... more tears...
"I want you to hear in what ever way you can, that we have to find an approach that does not get lost in some quantum field that helps you move toward creating a more satisfying life for yourself. When your mother's lack of boundaries and respect is consuming you every day, you are naturally just trying to get the next breath. Living in your situation has to be more effectively addressed. I am putting that toward me first as someone who is helping guide you, and you second as it is your precious life that is stuck. I am here, and as you continue to get your bearings, you will know that is true. Use all your skills and tools, and you have many to get through this time."
I actually edited out bits that I just can't deal with being read by y'all. @_@ i cried when i read them - about my particular situation and the abusiveness/cleanliness of it. I really didn't even expect a response from her.
I do trust that she is there - but maybe "knowing" and "trusting" are different?
right now i am somewhere between shame, disgust, fear, depression.... probably other things i can't quite get a handle on. 
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