It sounds to me like you're doing just fine, Rainbow.
I see more positives on your list than negatives. No session can ever be perfect. Sounds like you had a good one.

I don't think that any relationship which is long-lasting ever stays intense. Eventually I believe that it becomes easier to see the wonder and beauty in what is. It's what you make of it and how you keep it and how it makes you feel the light inside you. Intensity is fleeting, but it is fun, isn't it? Have you ever thought about finding an alternative outlet to fantasize? I like writing sappy romances myself. You knew that...

It seems to me that your relationship with your T has come to a new and perhaps deeper level.

Maybe next time you can have a goal for even more positives.