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I used to feel the same way. I couldn't stand it when my Ts went on vacation. I'd be anxious and worry and miss them. It was awful! When I went away, I'd do better, but I'd still think about my T all of the time. I used to say (about my most recent T) that thinking about her was like a computer screen-saver. Whenever I wasn't doing or thinking about anythng else, my mind would go back to thinking about her.

I also agree that it's okay to call her! You were just telling me it was okay to call my T if I need to. I think we need them more right after a session; I don't know why. Well, I do know. My T said once that every time I leave a session it feels like an abandonment. I used to drive away from her street, stop, and call her! This was when I saw her weekly! So if you need to call, do it.

She won't forget you. Our T's don't forget us. OH, I know how hard it is. I don't know how I ever manage to go 4 months now! I never, ever thought that I could go for 2 weeks. For me, I used distraction. Major distraction to TRY to keep my mind occupied and not go to "screen-saver". You said you're going away too, didn't you? I hope that offers you some happy distraction.

Having a good session and connecting sometimes does make it harder. You want more. But try to think that your T is with you. My first used to say that I can have part of her inside of me. That helped. The connection doesn't go away when T is not with you. You just think it does, but it doesn't.