(((Lost71))) I have been sober for 9 years now. Do I miss it? Nope. But I used to be able to go out with friends and not drink, have a good time, but now I am locked in my own mind, I can't be around people at all any more. Don't know why, other than the depression. By the way Job Well Done!!! for being clean. Hugs for your day. I am in on your Blah grrrrr. party. Hope you have a good night.