TGIF -- it was a really really really hard week at work and no T to vent to.

I just had a feeling of anger wellng up inside me. I am so angry that he isn't here to take care of me.I wish I could have a session. The anger feels helpless -- much like a child who has no control over her environment.

And I feel like coping in a not good way. And I am so mad at him.. . and I want to cry.

Ugh.