My goodness.....

Talk about hit with a mullet......beaten with a big stick......ten rounds with Mike Tyson......phew....

Borderline PD core schemas like petulant devils....

malfunctioning hormones.....

Fear, fear, fear.....

Sad, sad, sad

Sick, sick, sick

So, so tired......bone marrow fatigue.....

Grief......

Suspicion.......

Trauma.......

Hyper-vigilance.......

Today.......encased in concrete.......buckled at the knees......by ILLNESS....

Sweet, merciful crap.......all things in flux, all things in motion.....this too shall pass.......breathe through it.......and love, love, love.......now I am going to have a cry......phew.....

Thanks all......

Michah