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Aug 28, 2009, 07:38 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2009
Location: Phoenix, AZ, USA
Posts: 2,779
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justfloating: "The thing is, I'm hurt that I never heard from him, not so much as a goodbye. One minute he was there, the next he was gone, and I was left to figure out that he didn't want me anymore all by myself. It doesn't tear me up anymore, and I don't dwell on it, but I do find it incredibly offensive to simply cut me off, after we shared so many secrets, feelings, dreams. It's only right to give some sort of explanation, to be a man and face me about it rather than going into hiding and refusing to man up. In that, I'm always, always going to think he's a coward, and after everything we used to mean to each other, that's a terrible last impression to leave."
I know that you can't just flip a switch and all of that emotion and all of those feelings simply disappear. But in your post quote above, you tell of how you had no closure. You may have suspected somewhere inside you that someday it should end, but he just up and surprised you by leaving. It's little wonder that you are still obsessed.
You may have to do what others have suggested and purposely get on with your life. Fill it up with new things to do and new routines in the evenings and mornings. Anything that will shake up those patterns might help distract your thinking patterns.
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