(((ariesmars))) (((Babysteps09))) I am sorry you feel this way. I feel your pain but I also feel your fight, I fight everyday as I feel the same way. You posted here - you are fighting. If you get to where you need help where you are please call someone: a friend, family member, 911, go to a hospital, get help. Do not let depression over take your mind, keep fighting back. Keep posting. Hugs for you and I do truly understand where your feelings are.