Hi Julia
I wanted to give you a little hope in your possibly dark tunnel.I met my sweetheart on MyS***e......and a month ago we celebrated our 1 year anniversary.He has been there for me thru some very rough times as I have for him.Now,as good as all that sounds we did have "issues" at the start of our relationship...neither one of us wanted to let go of that part of the internet,we continued on there and with messenger services for IM'ing and such and we got caught in quite a few sticky situations.Thankfully they only involved talking and cyber things but no infidelity (more on his part than mine) He decided to make a true commitment to me and started counseling for about 4 months(actually getting diagnosed with a internet sexual addiction).....unfortunately he had to stop his sessions because his employer closed the doors. All that MyS***e junk and Yah** crap is gone for both of us but he has never again ever gave me a solid reason to ever doubt his commitment again.Again,i dont want to make it seem like we are all flowers and happy places,lol.....but i do love him very much as he does me and i feel very blessed to have had him enter my life.Good Luck to you...if you need an ear to listen to you or just to vent feel free to PM me......