{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I am so happy for you. You made another step toward wellness. I know you say it still is dark but you stepped up to the edge of the chasm and came back safe and sound. When ever I did that I grew just the tiniest bit more confident that I could make my life better and even (shhh don't tell anyone I said this) happy. And yes Mood swings are a *****. And you know what, they get scarier as you get better because then you really see the vast difference between the highs and the lows. Then you get super motivated to continue getting better.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson