Sooooooooo the call back was frustrating. First, what she heard/translated from my saying "I am DID and my system of alters needs to know what to expect in the appointment so we don't panic" was "all the alters need to speak to her" - that was what she told my therapist Second, she said there are already too many dr's on my team (there are 2; one Physician's assistant, one PsyD) and too many perscribers (only the PAc has EVER perscribed me ANYTHING) so she thinks there are "too many cooks in the kitchen, as it were" and won't perscribe me anything - she'd only be in a consultation role, "that is, if you still want to keep the apointment; if you think it is still worth your time, I will be more than happy to meet you."

Why is it that no one seems to get this? Is it REALLY this complicated????
Basic facts (which it seems to me the PNP should know since she READ MY EMAILS back and forth to my PAc grrrrrrrrrrrrrr ):
I am on 2 meds. count them; two. one AD and one for anxiety.
I see 2 (two, ah ah ah) practitioners. one "dr" and one "t"
The "dr" (read here PAc) has decided I am too complicated and need to see the PNP. The PNP thinks that really the PAc has a better understanding of me, is doing fine, and that I "can just stop taking the axniety med" if i "want too".
The T thinks i need to get out of my abusive house.

The whole reason I am even in this position is that the PAc had to up my anxiety meds because i couldn't work. So i can't work without them, but with the side effecs, i shouldn't be ON them, and the three practitioners already had a convo about me and.... that seems to be all there is to it. That call back was the result of their hallway meeting.
HELLO!!!!! Doesn't ANYONE see a problem here?!?!?!