((((((Miss C))))))

I so understand. How can he leave when you need him so badly. You can vent here about work, too. We will understand and maybe there will be some wise words for you- I know we are not t, but.....

Like Tree said, is there some comfort you can get from outside yourself- so you dont have to force yourself to nurture yourself? Can someone in RL be there? She had good suggestions...yoga class, some gentle tea or a funny movie.....someone to watch a funny movie with you???

Keep posting....even if you have to cry into the keyboard....