((((((((((((((((hangingon))))))))))))))))) I totally understand what you're saying. We feel this attachment towards our T and we want them to care for us, love us, understand us, hug us...to fill so many of the deep hurts and the voids that we carry. But at the end of that day, it's a professional relationship. So many of us ,because of hardships we have endured, are too scared to let other people fill those gaps. It's so painful. I hope you're going to be OK tonight.