Hi, I've been reading a lot of the posts here, and I noticed many people don't tell their T things-either emotions, thoughts, feelings about T, past....some things I see are painful or scary, others seem less emotional.

I'm sort of confused. I told my past Ts everything. I'm scared or feel shameful about things, but want to tell everything....and right away. So I do. Just 3 weeks ago, I started seeing a new T who I really, really like .

After reading a lot of the posts here, I'm feeling a bit apprehenisive this time. I wonder sometimes if Ts will think I'm more 'messed up' then other patients since I tell everything right away. I never realized how many people keep thoughts from their Ts until I read this forum.

For ex. - Like when he asks me how I felt when I return for our next session, I'll tell him exactly how I felt - I was a bit irritated when I left because I felt I wanted more of his attention, that he seemed a bit disengaged last time (as compared with previous session), and I somehow felt he didn't really want me to be there (this is my oversensitive reaction, rather than him, I think)...etc.

Does anyone else disclose everything right away? Could this be a sign I may have an issue behind this?