Missing a dear friend who has been "there" for me for 4 years.
I was the person who came and went
who distanced
who "disappeared".. often for months
I have trust issues

Now they have lost their internet..
and their phone is down too
I know I didn't do anything wrong, nor did they perceive me as having done so.
Nor was I too clingy or any "bad" thing
And they have gone.
Life sucks.
