{{{{{{Carrie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} the mood swings terrify me - one minute, one day I want to completely jump off a cliff, then because my T is my friend as well as my doc and accepts me, I step back from the edge.

What happens when one day I don't step back in time? Now I can worry about that........but then, it won't matter.

If he ever walked out completely, like I thought, the feelings that produces is beyond terrified.

xoxoxox

Mary Alice