I like that. "Militant insomniac." I know exactly what you mean. I'm on the big 3 and I still need sleep aids to get any decent night. Like last night. Asleep after 11pm. Awake just after 2am. Was ready to go. But I tell myself, "Go back to sleep or you'll either be drowsy all day or manic as hell. So I did and eventually got back, woke up just after 5 and here I am.

My parents are visiting today, for like a week. This is the first time they've visited since I have been dx'd bipolar. Sorry, I'm rambling. I just wonder if they'll judge me if they see me when I have to take my meds. Oh well.