first let me say i am new to this weep site. and 2ed please forgive me for my spelling. some times it seems no madder how bad the Congresses of cutting gets it is worth it jest for the sort period were i fill normal, like i am not jest floating in a sea of pain. i guesh i should tell some of my history. i started cutting at 17 one my dad died we were never close but it seemed that every one jest walked off. next year i joined the army(the army dose not encourage the display of emotions)after 3 years i was forced to leave the army. i spent 3 years locked up then . i got out i have been homeless and cant find a job. so cutting has started happening on a Daly basses for me. i think i almost killed my selth last night( sorry if i am getting to in detail here)i used my Field knife to cut my arm and i think i nicked the vain because that was 12 Horus ago and it is still bleeding off and on. but i guesh what i am trying to say is i think it is time to seek help. but how do you know who to trust?i have spent too much of my life with other peoples colliers around my nick. and i am know that is i look for help i will jest end up with a new leash. i don't think i would survive that. plx respond if you have any tips thank u.