Ariesmars, I wish I had such wonderful words as the others, but I've felt the same way for more than 8 years now and haven't found out what to do about it.

The good news is, we're stronger than we think. And even though the pain seems unbearable, we always manage to bear it. I have no doubt in your strenght. I know you can make it and eventually come out of it, even stronger than you're now.

If you want to talk about it and share what's going on, feel free to post. We'll do our best to help you and support you.

Please, take good care of yourself