meh..its nothing. just a lot of little things all together to make me feel bad. i figured id be miserable over summer vacation, was worse than this last year. the way i see it is im out of school, theres nothing to occupy my thoughts anymore, nothing i want to do, nothing im capable of doing. so now without the stress and work of school, im stuck in myself. ill really be at a loss next year when im done with school, ( my senior year of highschool this fall), and i have no clue what im doing anymore. ugh...nvm