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Aug 29, 2009, 05:51 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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First off, hopefully this is good news: I got my computer and am back in a place with internet! So I should be around a bit more often 
I'm very glad to be able to post without looking over my shoulder and to be able to check emails at will!!!
The not so good news is that I'm not doing 100% (big shocker  )
I'm really stressed right now. Having my bf back is GREAT but it's also got its challenges. I'm having REAL trouble dealing with his two cats - who have already gotten around to chewing my very expensive cello case and the chords of my brand new computer WHILE I was using them. I have other issues with the kitties so just having them in my living space provides lots of stress.
I'm really SAD SAD SAD about that too, I feel guilty and horrible and feel I'm a horrible person because of it, but that's the way it is. 
I'm nervous and happy at the same time about my new job *I start on Monday* and I'm really nervous about continuing cello, because now that the bf is home it's REALLY hard to practice, and I'll have to go somewhere other than home to practice, which again is difficult because even going to the main building of the school that won't let me back in atm is a bit traumatic.
Sorry this was long-winded, but that's kinda where I'm at.
Sending loads of hugs to everyone, we all need it!
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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