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Aug 29, 2009, 05:58 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2008
Posts: 265
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Quote:
Originally Posted by StargazerLily
dont care anymore
its not worth trying anymore
i give up
this is the hell i deserve
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Good news for you - you do care or you would not have posted 
I know that feeling of not wanting to try anymore and wanting to give up, I have been living in it for a while...and you are not alone in that this is the hell you deserve - I believed that most of my life and am just starting to question it.
You didn't do anything wrong and don't deserve anything horrible.
I'm sorry that you are in so much pain - but I'm happy that I am not alone in feeling the way I do. But...what if it is worth it...what if you could find some hope and find ways to comfort yourself...
Keep posting and let us know how you are doing...I care and may not understand your situation but I get what you said...
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