Feeling hopeless is always devistating. Just hang in there, the feeling will pass. I've told myself many times "why can't I just give up." But giving up is never the answer. Even if you don't think so, there is a reason you're still here; and posting means you still want to be here. I hope you feel better and never forget, there's always someone you can talk to if not on here maybe a counselor or even a hotline.