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doing better today. being kind to myself today. i had good day at work. one of those hard days where it was long and it was rough but you could look back and say damn, i did that. taking it easy on myself. been in a pretty good mood most of the day and trying to enjoy it while i can. i dont think it will last much longer. i've been running on E for most of the day. i allowed myself some food and i think i'll put myself to bed early tonight.
i keep telling myself in my head, youve done good today, now take a break and enjoy it.
dont know if i can. will try
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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