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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I was wondering today if my T realizes what a major accomplishment the session on Thursday was. It was so effortless that I'm starting to doubt if I told her what I thought I did. Does it seem silly to call her for a reality check? I don't know if I told her that the obsessing was safe for me all of those years, but now it seems safe to love her. I feel like I love her without needing anything in return from her--that it's not transference, but my real feelings about her.
I want her to acknowledge that it's a MAJOR breakthrough for me, and be sure I did tell her all of that. I wish I could remember exactly what I said, but I can't! I also want to DO something, but there's nothing to do. Like I think my T and I should go out and celebrate or something! Just kidding.
Then there's the chance I'm imagining the whole thing, and it wasn't something major at all. Which is why I want to call her for a reality check.
I hope my feelings don't mean I'm still obsessing about her. I'm just trying to calm down about what I said during my session.
Please help me sort this out.
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((((Rainbow)))) Tell me, how does she react when you tell her how much you love her? I mean, how has she reacted in the past?
Another question- you are calling for a reality check to be sure that SHE knows what you said or if you did say it b/c youre not sure you remember?
She did encourage you to call in between your 4 month sessions, so probably a reality check would be OK- and if its not OK I have a feeling from the sound of your t she will tell you.
Im remembering what you posted about the session and I think you did talk about what an accomplishment the session was. It was easy and not dramatic. Am I right?
Hey.....you could call and ask her out to lunch....Just kidding....
